|Posted on July 24 at 5:07 pm with 287,445 notes||Reblog|
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|Posted on July 23 at 3:55 pm||Reblog|
Again, thank you.
|Posted on July 23 at 9:52 am with 1 note||Reblog|
Wow. Thank you kind stranger. I have to go into work soon and I have no idea how I’m going to put on a happy face for people. But maybe I can think of this lovely message and put a smile on my face.
|Posted on July 22 at 9:15 pm with 1 note||Reblog|
The Beard and I are done.
After a really awesome Friday night and Saturday morning, he decides to flat out ignore me and pretend I didn’t exist.
I had to hear from my best friend that he texted her today and told her he thought I wanted more than what he wanted.
Does that give him the right to treat me like a stray? Ignore me in hopes that I’ll take the hint and go away?
He’s not a bad guy but what he did is unbelievably shitty. Being ignored like that fucks with your head. You constantly question what you could have done, your self-worth and start thinking that you’re horrible person.
The fact that he couldn’t even grow a pair and tell me this himself makes me so fucking livid. The fact that he doesn’t want to see me isn’t what hurts me the most. It’s that he didn’t even care enough to say the words to me himself.
Last night I got incredibly drunk and went home with someone. I did things I’m not proud of. I feel so disgusting.
I hate myself right now. I don’t know when these tears are going to stop.
|Posted on July 22 at 6:13 pm with 321,950 notes||Reblog|
it really pisses me off how easy it is to get sad and then how long and hard it is to get happy again like what the fuck man thats not fair
|Posted on July 21 at 8:22 pm||Reblog|
Drinking my sorrows away. Probably not a good idea but who the fuck cares. At least I have friends who like drinking on mondays!
|Posted on July 21 at 11:45 am with 71 notes||Reblog|
This is so cool! I want one of the constallation Draco.
|Posted on July 20 at 10:13 pm||Reblog|
Beer doesn’t taste as good when it’s full of your own tears.
On a lighter note, watching Losing It and it’s making me cry a little less…
|Posted on July 19 at 9:29 pm||Reblog|
Wow. I love being completely ignored…
|Posted on July 17 at 10:15 pm with 2 notes||Reblog|
|Posted on July 16 at 2:29 pm||Reblog|
I get to see the Beard tonight! Yippeeee! And it’s a little cooler today so I wont sweat my tits off sleeping in his bed.
|Posted on July 15 at 11:14 pm||Reblog|
|Posted on July 15 at 1:17 pm with 1 note||Reblog|
I went out to eat with the Beard after work yesterday and he insisted on paying and no one ever does so of course I order the most garlic infused thing on the menu to show my thanks hahaha.
To which he replies, "That’s alright doll, pay back for putting up with my snoring. Besides, I’m eating a shit ton of onions and jalapinos so you’re going to have just as much fun kissing me later!
And then we walked home and had some awesome sex.
I just really, really like him so much.
|Posted on July 15 at 1:07 pm with 138,133 notes||Reblog|
u know u fucked up when u still haven’t slept yet and u hear birds chirping outside